seeing your past live other lives, makes you one jealous green eye monster. and then you wonder if you should have given all that away for just a whimp that, till now, you don't quite understand at all. you question how did you lose it all with such misconstrued actions that the past didn't understand you for. it doesn't make sense, to you. because, you ask over and over and over again, how did the past, get over you.