ryan: you don't need to say anything.. cos i'm leaving.
alex: but you stayed..
ryan: yea, i guess i did it for the wrong reasons. and it took me till just now to realise that. so you can say goodbye, or just let me go. it's up to you. i'm doing this for me.
..::.quantico.::..
Showing posts with label melloncollie. Show all posts
Showing posts with label melloncollie. Show all posts
Thursday, December 03, 2015
Saturday, November 28, 2015
I think I'll let fate just take me home
'Cause over pain, love is outgrown
I've never won a fight to understand
I just move as my heart commands
I've always had a thing for silence
But lately I just need a voice I recognise
Baby, it's perfect timing now to...
Scream it out, out
I won't let you down, down
So scream it out, out
I won't let you down, down
Have you found peace with your mistakes?
Breathing on the glass as it breaks
Have you found the words to save her
And keep your heart out of danger?
I don't think I can take the violence
And lately I just need a voice I recognise
Baby, it's perfect timing now to...
Scream it out, out
I won't let you down, down
So scream it out, out
I won't let you down, down
I've always had a thing for silence
But lately I just need a voice I recognise
Baby, it's perfect timing now to...
Scream it out, out
I won't let you down, down
So scream it out, out
I won't let you down, down
..::.ellie goulding.::..
'Cause over pain, love is outgrown
I've never won a fight to understand
I just move as my heart commands
I've always had a thing for silence
But lately I just need a voice I recognise
Baby, it's perfect timing now to...
Scream it out, out
I won't let you down, down
So scream it out, out
I won't let you down, down
Have you found peace with your mistakes?
Breathing on the glass as it breaks
Have you found the words to save her
And keep your heart out of danger?
I don't think I can take the violence
And lately I just need a voice I recognise
Baby, it's perfect timing now to...
Scream it out, out
I won't let you down, down
So scream it out, out
I won't let you down, down
I've always had a thing for silence
But lately I just need a voice I recognise
Baby, it's perfect timing now to...
Scream it out, out
I won't let you down, down
So scream it out, out
I won't let you down, down
..::.ellie goulding.::..
Wednesday, April 02, 2014
Stephanie: I was suddenly the girl who wasn't good enough, or smart enough, or pretty enough, or not deserving. I've never gotten that look before, because I'm not that girl ... I'm not going to feel, sad, or angry, or pitiable, for one more minute. Because I'm not going to care about you. So, if I don't say hello, make small talk in the elevator, or acknowledge your birthday or even acknowledge that you're alive, it's because to me, you just exist. Because I don't care.
..::.grey's anatomy.::..
..::.grey's anatomy.::..
Tuesday, October 15, 2013
Christina: It is not difficult sir, it is simple. Burke is not here, he's gone. And he's the better for it. He's winning the Harper Avery award and being celebrated all over the world. That is not difficult, he's out there. And I'm here, where everything is the same. I still live in his apartment, I walk the same halls of this hospital, I wear the same scrubs, that is not difficult. This is where I am, this is where I choose to be. But sir, when his hand was shaking, I performed his surgeries, I kept his secrets, I nursed his pride. You know it, and I know it, and he knows it. He knows it. And yet nowhere in that newspaper article does my name appear. I am the unseen hand to his brilliance. Excuse me... and yet while everything is, the same... it's very very different. Now I'm lucky if I get to hold a clamp... Hun treats me like ... I was his hand, and now I'm a ghost. That's not difficult, it's unbearable. I know everybody is proud of him, but I'm not. And I do not wish him well.
..::.grey's anatomy.::..
..::.grey's anatomy.::..
Sunday, August 04, 2013
I'm leaving tonight
Going somewhere deep inside my mind
I close my eyes slowly
Flowin' away slowly
But I know I'll be alright
It's coming stronger to me
And I know someone is out there
Lead the way
Lead the way
Show me the answers I need to know
What I'm gonna live for
What I'm gonna die for
Who you gonna fight for
I can't answer that
All my life/love it is
It is all my love
All my life/love it is
I know it is a life to live lately
From above I hear
I hear the sound of them sinkin'
I feel numb, I'm alive
I know I'm getting closer
What I'm gonna live for
What I'm gonna die for
Who you gonna fight for
I can't answer that
My life has had it's share of troubles
And now I found a place to go
I've said goodbye to all my troubles
'cause now I've find my place to go
What I'm gonna live for
What I'm gonna die for
Who you gonna fight for
I can't answer that
Live for
Die for
Fight for
..::.bryn christopher.::..
Going somewhere deep inside my mind
I close my eyes slowly
Flowin' away slowly
But I know I'll be alright
It's coming stronger to me
And I know someone is out there
Lead the way
Lead the way
Show me the answers I need to know
What I'm gonna live for
What I'm gonna die for
Who you gonna fight for
I can't answer that
All my life/love it is
It is all my love
All my life/love it is
I know it is a life to live lately
From above I hear
I hear the sound of them sinkin'
I feel numb, I'm alive
I know I'm getting closer
What I'm gonna live for
What I'm gonna die for
Who you gonna fight for
I can't answer that
My life has had it's share of troubles
And now I found a place to go
I've said goodbye to all my troubles
'cause now I've find my place to go
What I'm gonna live for
What I'm gonna die for
Who you gonna fight for
I can't answer that
Live for
Die for
Fight for
..::.bryn christopher.::..
Sunday, June 30, 2013
Thursday, June 13, 2013
Wheels are turning; I remember when you were mine.
Now just to reach you, baby I'd stand in line.
But there's another world you're living in tonight.
And there's another heart that's fading in the light.
Don't want your picture on my cell phone.
I want you here with me.
Don't want your memory in my head, no.
I want you here with me.
Spent the summer just laying out in the sun.
Time seems to move so slowly,
When you're taking it as it comes.
Maybe we were just too young.
Your body was tan and your hair was long.
You shot me a smile and my cares were gone.
When falling in love filled my soul with fright.
You said, “Come on baby, it'll be all right.”
I must've been a fool to the bitter end.
Now I hold on to hope to have you back again.
I’d bargain and I’d fight.
But there's another world you're living in tonight.
Don't want your picture on my cell phone.
I want you here with me.
Don't want your memory in my head, no.
I want you here with me.
Well, I saw you in a restaurant, the other day,
And instead of walking towards you, I ran away.
And I’ll keep on waiting for you –
For you to come around, come around and say:
“I don't want your picture on my cell phone.
I want you here with me.
Don't need those memories in my head, no.
I want you here with me."
..::.the killers.::..
Now just to reach you, baby I'd stand in line.
But there's another world you're living in tonight.
And there's another heart that's fading in the light.
Don't want your picture on my cell phone.
I want you here with me.
Don't want your memory in my head, no.
I want you here with me.
Spent the summer just laying out in the sun.
Time seems to move so slowly,
When you're taking it as it comes.
Maybe we were just too young.
Your body was tan and your hair was long.
You shot me a smile and my cares were gone.
When falling in love filled my soul with fright.
You said, “Come on baby, it'll be all right.”
I must've been a fool to the bitter end.
Now I hold on to hope to have you back again.
I’d bargain and I’d fight.
But there's another world you're living in tonight.
Don't want your picture on my cell phone.
I want you here with me.
Don't want your memory in my head, no.
I want you here with me.
Well, I saw you in a restaurant, the other day,
And instead of walking towards you, I ran away.
And I’ll keep on waiting for you –
For you to come around, come around and say:
“I don't want your picture on my cell phone.
I want you here with me.
Don't need those memories in my head, no.
I want you here with me."
..::.the killers.::..
Sunday, June 02, 2013
"we spend our whole lives worrying about the future. planning for the future. trying to predict the future. as if figuring it out will somehow cushion the blow. but the future is always changing. the future is the home of our deepest fears. and our wildest hopes. but one thing is certain, when it finally reveals itself, the future, is never the way we imagined it."
..::.greys anatomy.::..
..::.greys anatomy.::..
Wednesday, May 15, 2013
"it all made sense now. and from the vantage point of retrospect, all seemed necessary, so that he can be exactly where he was. happy. we'll all get there."
..::.to those nights/wong fu productions.::..
..::.to those nights/wong fu productions.::..
"Although fiercely independent, he has had time to reflect on himself and his relationships. Despite his wanderlust, he knows and appreciates his ties to home. He has had a chance to miss and be missed. Because of this, he also knows a thing or two about goodbyes. He knows the overwhelming uncertainty of leaving the comforts of home, the indefinite see-you-laters at the departure gates, and yet he fearlessly goes into the unknown because he knows the feeling of return. And that the I’ve-missed-you-hug is the best type of hug in the whole world. He also knows that goodbyes are just prolonged see-you-laters and that ‘hello’ is only as far away as the nearest internet cafe."
..::.lainnnes via love story from the male perspective.::..
..::.lainnnes via love story from the male perspective.::..
Friday, May 10, 2013
Over, I can't believe it's over
I can't believe the love I lived
To show some other day
Listen, I hope that you can hear me
As I kneel down and pray
With the love I meant to say
Shadows, you took away the shadows
Before your life was black and white
Though tonight the room's gone gray
Golden, all the love you gave was golden
Golden, I would gladly pay,
To show the love I meant to say
Oh, music you made me hear, such music
Without you here to guide me,
I feel as though I'll fly away
Sorry, that's the word I want to sing to you
The other word is stay
To hear the love I meant to say
..::.smash.::..
I can't believe the love I lived
To show some other day
Listen, I hope that you can hear me
As I kneel down and pray
With the love I meant to say
Shadows, you took away the shadows
Before your life was black and white
Though tonight the room's gone gray
Golden, all the love you gave was golden
Golden, I would gladly pay,
To show the love I meant to say
Oh, music you made me hear, such music
Without you here to guide me,
I feel as though I'll fly away
Sorry, that's the word I want to sing to you
The other word is stay
To hear the love I meant to say
..::.smash.::..
Tuesday, May 07, 2013
David: That's why you're not sleeping. This can't go on.
Spencer: I realise that the socially acceptable amount of time to wallow in grief is coming to an end.
David: That's not what I mean. You wallow as long as you need. But talk to someone.
Spencer: I feel like there are two types of people in this world. Ones that get over their grief and move on. And the ones that descend into some sort of endless misery.
David: I know how you feel. Give it time.
Spencer: How much time? I thought by coming to work everyday and helping other people, the pain would lessen. But it hasn't.
David: Compartmentalisation only works so long.
Spencer: You know that I remember every single word we ever said to each other.
David: Finally, the down side to an eidetic memory. Listen, Spencer, if you want to feel better. You can't control the process. You have to let yourself grief.
Spencer: I'm not sleeping because when I do, I dream of her. When I see her, I feel the sweetest relief imaginable. ... I know if I give in to that fantasy, I'd be lost forever. So, I force myself to wake up. Is that part of normal healing?
..::.criminal minds.::..
Sunday, May 05, 2013
Come on skinny love just last the year
Pour a little salt we were never here
My, my, my, my, my, my, my, my
Staring at the sink of blood and crushed veneer
I tell my love to wreck it all
Cut out all the ropes and let me fall
My, my, my, my, my, my, my, my
Right in the moment this order's tall
And I told you to be patient
And told you to be fine
And I told you to be balanced
And I told you to be kind
In the morning I'll be with you
But it will be a different kind
I'll be holding all the tickets
And you'll be owning all the fines
Come on skinny love what happened here
Suckle on the hope in lite brassiere
My, my, my, my, my, my, my, my
Sullen load is full; so slow on the split
And I told you to be patient
And I told you to be fine
And I told you to be balanced
And I told you to be kind
And now all your love is wasted?
And then who the hell was I?
And now I'm breaking at the britches
And at the end of all your lines
Who will love you?
Who will fight?
Who will fall far behind?
..::.birdy.::..
Pour a little salt we were never here
My, my, my, my, my, my, my, my
Staring at the sink of blood and crushed veneer
I tell my love to wreck it all
Cut out all the ropes and let me fall
My, my, my, my, my, my, my, my
Right in the moment this order's tall
And I told you to be patient
And told you to be fine
And I told you to be balanced
And I told you to be kind
In the morning I'll be with you
But it will be a different kind
I'll be holding all the tickets
And you'll be owning all the fines
Come on skinny love what happened here
Suckle on the hope in lite brassiere
My, my, my, my, my, my, my, my
Sullen load is full; so slow on the split
And I told you to be patient
And I told you to be fine
And I told you to be balanced
And I told you to be kind
And now all your love is wasted?
And then who the hell was I?
And now I'm breaking at the britches
And at the end of all your lines
Who will love you?
Who will fight?
Who will fall far behind?
..::.birdy.::..
Wednesday, April 24, 2013
The Player: Generally speaking, things have gone about as far as they can possibly go, when things have gotten about as bad as they can reasonably get.
We are tragedians, you see? We follow directions. There is no choice involved. The bad end unhappily, the good, unluckily. That is what tragedy means.
..::.rosencrantz & guildenstern are dead.::..
We are tragedians, you see? We follow directions. There is no choice involved. The bad end unhappily, the good, unluckily. That is what tragedy means.
..::.rosencrantz & guildenstern are dead.::..
Wednesday, April 17, 2013
Another shot of whiskey please bartender
Keep it coming till I don't remember at all
How bad it hurts when you're gone
Turn the music up a little bit louder
Just gotta get past the midnight hour
Maybe tomorrow it won't
Be
This
Hard
Who am I kidding?
I know what I'm missing
I had my heart set on you
But nothing else hurts like you do
Who knew that love was so cruel?
And I..
Waited and waited so long
For someone who'll never come home
It's my fault to think you'll be true
I'm just a fool
I said that I don't care I'd walk away, whatever
And I tell myself we were bad together
But that's just me trying to move on
With
Out
You
But who am I kidding
I know what I'm missing
I had my heart set on you
But nothing else hurts like you do
Who knew that love was so cruel?
And I Waited and waited so long
For someone who'll never come home
It's my fault to think you'll be true
I'm just a fool
For holding on to something that
Is never ever gonna come back
I can't accept that it's lost
I should have let it go
Held my tongue
Kept my big mouth shut
'Cause now everything is just wrong, wrong, wrong
I'm just a fool
A fool for you
I'm just a fool
I had my heart set on you
But nothing else hurts like you do
Who knew that love was so cruel?
And I Waited and waited so long
For someone who'll never come home
It's my fault to think you'll be true
I'm just a fool
..::.christina aguilera & blake shelton.::..
Keep it coming till I don't remember at all
How bad it hurts when you're gone
Turn the music up a little bit louder
Just gotta get past the midnight hour
Maybe tomorrow it won't
Be
This
Hard
Who am I kidding?
I know what I'm missing
I had my heart set on you
But nothing else hurts like you do
Who knew that love was so cruel?
And I..
Waited and waited so long
For someone who'll never come home
It's my fault to think you'll be true
I'm just a fool
I said that I don't care I'd walk away, whatever
And I tell myself we were bad together
But that's just me trying to move on
With
Out
You
But who am I kidding
I know what I'm missing
I had my heart set on you
But nothing else hurts like you do
Who knew that love was so cruel?
And I Waited and waited so long
For someone who'll never come home
It's my fault to think you'll be true
I'm just a fool
For holding on to something that
Is never ever gonna come back
I can't accept that it's lost
I should have let it go
Held my tongue
Kept my big mouth shut
'Cause now everything is just wrong, wrong, wrong
I'm just a fool
A fool for you
I'm just a fool
I had my heart set on you
But nothing else hurts like you do
Who knew that love was so cruel?
And I Waited and waited so long
For someone who'll never come home
It's my fault to think you'll be true
I'm just a fool
..::.christina aguilera & blake shelton.::..
Wednesday, April 10, 2013
Didn't I give it all?
Tried my best
Gave you everything I had
Everything and no less
Didn't I do it right?
Did I let you down?
Maybe you got too used to
Having me around
Still how can you walk away
From all my tears?
It's gonna be an empty road
Without me right here
But go on and take it
Take it all with you
Don't look back
At this crumbling fool
Just take it all
With my love
Take it all
With my love
Maybe I should leave
To help you see
Nothing is better than this
And this is everything we need
So is it over?
Is this really it?
You're giving up so easily
I thought you loved me more than this
But go on, go on and take it
Take it all with you
Don't look back
At this crumbling fool
Just take it all
With my love
Take it all
With my love
I will change if I must
Slow it down and bring it home, I will adjust
Oh, if only, if only you knew
Everything I do is for you
But go on, go on and take it
Take it all with you
Don't look back At this crumbling fool
Just take it Take it all with you
Don't look back At this crumbling fool
Just take it all With my love
Take it all With my love
..::.adele.::..
Tried my best
Gave you everything I had
Everything and no less
Didn't I do it right?
Did I let you down?
Maybe you got too used to
Having me around
Still how can you walk away
From all my tears?
It's gonna be an empty road
Without me right here
But go on and take it
Take it all with you
Don't look back
At this crumbling fool
Just take it all
With my love
Take it all
With my love
Maybe I should leave
To help you see
Nothing is better than this
And this is everything we need
So is it over?
Is this really it?
You're giving up so easily
I thought you loved me more than this
But go on, go on and take it
Take it all with you
Don't look back
At this crumbling fool
Just take it all
With my love
Take it all
With my love
I will change if I must
Slow it down and bring it home, I will adjust
Oh, if only, if only you knew
Everything I do is for you
But go on, go on and take it
Take it all with you
Don't look back At this crumbling fool
Just take it Take it all with you
Don't look back At this crumbling fool
Just take it all With my love
Take it all With my love
..::.adele.::..
Tuesday, April 02, 2013
Wednesday, July 27, 2011
what happens after the adrenaline fades away?
it doesn't seem so, but she's heavily swayed by hearsay.
the little things are slowly taking over.
a high flight risk possibility.
--
"I don't know if we'll ever become more than we are right now, or if it won't make the distance. this lack of prediction scares me on the inside. but if you ever need me, I'd be there for you no matter if we aren't together or not.
I just hope you realise it one day, because it's too risky to ever tell you."
..::.boymeetslove.::..
it doesn't seem so, but she's heavily swayed by hearsay.
the little things are slowly taking over.
a high flight risk possibility.
--
"I don't know if we'll ever become more than we are right now, or if it won't make the distance. this lack of prediction scares me on the inside. but if you ever need me, I'd be there for you no matter if we aren't together or not.
I just hope you realise it one day, because it's too risky to ever tell you."
..::.boymeetslove.::..