clouds roll by. forwards. backwards. forwards. backwards. faster. faster. rewind. the sun. the heat. the shade. the sun. the heat. the shade. rewind. footsteps. beside. front. beside. front. fast forward. squat. sit. silence. rewind. fast forward. rewind. rewind. faster. faster. rewind. stop..

the mind pulls the corners of the mouth apart.
the heart bleeds. is bleeding. not enough.
can't be held responsible.
breathless.
numb.
walk away.

in the end..
it doesn't matter.
at all.