havent updated in a long while. too tired and lost for words. no.. im not dead..yet(!) im terribly depressed. absolutely drained and... i dunno.. they say bad things come in threes.. im counting. just finished uploading all the pics for the class and some of fm's. finally figured out how to use the damned scanner and the other apparent high tech stuff thats super mind boggling to me. anyhows.. it's gonna be private until further notice. those that do know where and how to get it.. keep it to yourselves aye? i dont want no more of my pics up in dunno wad weird sites again. urgh. blasted chikopehs! i feel sick. i need an mc.