it feels as if history is repeating itself. -what are u doin?- she ask herself. as usual there is no answer and there is no point. Nobody understands Nobody knows cos' when it happened before she told Nobody. and today Nobody is probably her closest friend and soulmate.but Nobody wiill always be a nobody..Nobody will really know what she went thru or am goin thru. stuck in a moment she cant get out of she knows that this is nothing serious but she gets so sick of it that she just needs this life-line that was so conveniently thrown to her in her most dire moment. she had a choice to not grab it.. but whats there left to be said when you cant turn back. she wants to stop this masquerade that could be exposed any minute. but it feels so good.. so real.. she dont wanna let go..knowingly it will never be. she doesnt even like him.. it just is. cant this moment be extended and held on for just a little while more..? there is no need no ask for an explanation cos she already knows the reason.. her only bolster she can hug on to... she knows what she knows (does she?)....until further notice..