it hit me at 5am. what's so important that i'm doing now? have i sold my soul in ways even i can't fully catch sight of? and then, i know. that whatever i do, is for them. for then, for now, for later. this is our way of life. and we cannot escape, because we just can't. there is no half full or half empty. because, a cup, has to fulfill it's function either way.