she wants to run the race but she just cant find the strength to start.. she wonders if she would just fall over, break apart and cry. perhaps this race was never hers to begin. maybe deep down she just dont want to. even if she started.. it's a long way to the end.

When it gets cold outside and you got nobody to love
You'll understand what I mean when I say
There's no way we're gonna give up
And like a little girl cries in the face of a monster that lives in her dreams
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe