saw him today.. after like almost 2 weeks. weird how we wore the same thing. the only 2 that wore that.. everyone else was wearing black. and myraid of others here and there.. avoided and shun him like the plague.. saw him catching me in a daze.. or was it just me imagining it? he tried but i just smiled n walk away.. so me to do that.. i really wanted to talk.. but i couldnt find the words.. the sentences just couldnt form.. really. i choked.. maybe im just overly paranoid n over-sensitive.. convincing myself that everything is otherwise. what better than to never have had to start at all. did he even get the hint.. bad timing i say it again.
its as tho history repeated itself.. this time.. im the antagonist. maybe that was what c was thinkin back then 2 yrs ago. maybe.. he choked as well. maybe it was my fault to have just walked away and slammed him when he really din know what to do.. maybe things would have been different. maybe i should have made that move.. maybe i should change my style and be more forgiving.. maybe he really doesnt care..

maybe one day.. when i found where i've hidden my courage.. i would find him.. maybe.. maybe maybe would one day arrive.. i wanna hear him sing that song once more..