like i said.. a bad week. we lost the bball match to hc. like wtf!? we were leadin for all 3 quarters even till the last quart. leaving a big margin of 8-10pts.. loser hc. started to play foul and then whamp! a sudden 3 pointer changed the whole tables around. it was a close fight. there was determination. just not enough i suppose. many cried. i almost.. but this time it couldnt fall. probably used up the whole reservoir already. made use of cheering to scream everything out. it feels real good now. think i'm nvr gonna ever cheer this way.. ever again. tmrw.. the rugby match would really be our last cheering session. oh yes congrats cricket n volleyball. hang in there bowlers..
another lesson learnt.. the journey somehow doesnt seem that important.. no matter how colourful and how successful u thought u were... at the end of the day.. in this sad reality of ill fated singaporean students... it is the end product that matters. the results that count. the finality of it all. and this is suffocating me. i do not belong..