its not that i have no thoughts. but there're just too many. i need to slow down and recollect them. reorganize . categorise them if possible. need we? must we always classify subjects? dont u just feel that everything is nebulous (esp after watchin matrix)? i mean if it were true then why the effort for hurting? crying? laughing? it really doesnt matter anymore. isnt there a guildenstern in all of us? just seeking for validation and acceptance. and the weaker minority just accepts what is placed in front of them. so tell me. whats the use of fighting it all when all we need to do is simply get plugged in.. and get the a la carte menu and select what we wish to retain. perhaps there is no red or blue pill. (i shld stop dwelling on the matrix its not that fantastic afterall. sorry fellas) but yet it touched on a more pertinent view. that is..are we willing to fight for what we think is right. and then.. once again. what exactly is right? who determines the wrong? questions questions.. i hate it when i revert back to the 'why-is-the-sky-blue fiona'. really it sux. how real it is when u come face to face with the fiona that you never knew. its definitely not her dark side. still gray on the fringes i suppose.